[Lent]

I wanted to say to a friend that they should try this, when for some reason a lot they expressed seemed to be oozing self-pity. But then, didn't want it to be a "“Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye?" moment. So,
If I haven't found anything yet you would want to fast from during this Lent season, how about we try fasting from any fear, self-pity, despair, shame, anger, jealousy and bitterness. Fast from the pauper mentality. I don't think self-pity is a good way to catch anyone's attention, it feels like begging doesn't it. No matter how beautiful it might look, it echoes desperation, not royalty. We were made royalty, we should be known for our ability to see the bright side, to speak life into situations, to promote wellbeing, to give thanks in every circumstance, and I want to make this decision, that from now on, I want to promote this culture of honor and royalty. Days of orphans are over. Let's love ourselves as we love our neighbors.

Let us ladies be the good and gentle queens that turn from our own troubles to loving and receiving love.

It's proven harder than you think. But so possible! Because, you are worth it!

[sinulle joka olet jossain]

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olevaksi
osaksi
sillä silmällä katsot minua
rehellisesti ja yhtään
eksymättä
kun pysyttelen kanssasi tässä polulla
tiedän missä olen
ja missä minun kuuluu olla

[vD]

you as a shadow on my wall
looking down
and I don't know what you see
perception is such a private thing
unless you choose to open
the door and a window and
perhaps
I am so bored
to predict
and to think that
nothing will ever change
I expect change.
[HJNTIY]

[kotoi]

When last I left,
you were there with me,
you took us back,
carried us home,
to only turn twice.
If I return, are the dragons
stronger, walls empty, where
ghosts that shout things obscene,
or can I remember your face,
your gentle strength 
that holds the fort
and bear light.
What would you say
If you would know how much I miss you.
Closer.

[je ne comprends pas]

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[d'une maison à un château]

...do i dare to let you in the to the world
behind my eyes,
do i dare to believe that it would
not be a obligation
but a privilige
do i dare to share this little world
of mine
when walking past the strength of these iron gates
to the garden enclosed is such a unpredictable route
to where peacocks and phoenix burst into fireworks
where a lion sings
and a fox dances
a turtle plays a tune
a penguin offers you champagne 
enchanté!

[walk]

until i know my role
i walk out of this scene
haven't seen the script
where does the story end,
will there be a castle in a sand
or a sailboat to go to foreign shores
seashells speak my name
sirens call
hold on to something concrete
can't let these things break me.