[missing you]

Like a hunger that no food satisfies
Like a fire that doesn't warm
Like thirst in a desert
Like a ghost limb that's itching
Like ripping off a bandage, slowly
Like loosing a hundred dollar bill in the wind
Like dropping my ice cream on the floor
Like getting lost without a map
Like a perfect dress i didn't get to wear
Like a gray and rain while on summer holiday
Like a endless tickle or tick
Like my heart is having a constant fit
Uncomfortably vulnerable/
Unable to breath/
Utterly, constantly there,
[Can't wait to get you here]

[Sí, Señor.]

[you looked at me and saw a rainbow
did you recognize it to be a promise already then,
something to be learned and re-discovered,
and you were never indifferent to me.
with the same intensité I do everything else
I miss you now, with passion,
with my whole bEing,
and it hurts, but it's ok, that hurt will grow diamonds.
When I'm learning of you, of sharing with you,
I open these gates and then that part of walls
begins to belong to you too.]