thoughts here probably should never be published. :)
if you continue reading, it's on your own responsibility,..
God is the only source for all things good.
In everything and in all I should have my focus in Him
give it all to Him.
I should intentionally do everything with God and for him,
it is not alright to do things just as "things"
even if my heart and motives are pure.
Outcome might look exactly same, but there is nothing
(except sin) that I could not do with God and for Him.
And even if I sin God doesn't abandon me, we are past that
but more I have my focus in Him the less likely I am to sin.
And God is interest in everything in my life, university lectures,
meals with friends, movies, sports, and He wants to be an active
participant. It's up to me whether I tune in to Him.
And no He might not always say something audible but He is there.
All good learning process.
I thought today that if Jesus is preparing his bride
I thought it would be brilliant that I could start preparing
me for mine, as a metaphor and as small picture-big picture.
I would love to live fully in the Kingdom in God and I think
this could be something worth to experiment.
Restoring the bride.
Restoring the house of David. I have always had a thing
for David, I think him and Esther are some of my absolutely favorite
characters in the story of God. God has been teaching me about David's life lately
and lot of things are beginning to make more sense in my life.
And all of a sudden it feels that finally I know what to pray.
I pray that things I'm able to see coming together in spiritual world,
things in my life that finally make some sense in the story
would also become true in practical, mundane life.
This is actually very much my prayer also concerning
the next step i'm planning to make,
that I could start life there true to my calling.
"Oh what a glorious day
What a glorious way
That You have saved me
Oh what a glorious day
What a glorious name"
:...being mystery and transparency, between seclusion and exposure...: - self portrait (the illustrated picture above, colored pictures in bottom corners borrowed, bottom left from cover art of Captivating by J.&S. Eldredge, recommended reading)
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