how did you get here?

Hi guys,
just few questions, out of mere curiosity,...

who are you?
how did you get here on my blog?
is there something you would like me to write about?

Please take a 30 seconds to answer on my comments!

This only because i lost my traffic follower
link and can't be bothered to spy on you
but i see the number of page hits
keeps growing, not sure why and by who :)

And i recently added my blog address
on my facebook profile, which i'm still not sure about...
:)

another daylight.

Sorry guys for lack of blogging recently,
i haven't been so clear on so many things lately
and looks like i'm not so good with
processing thoughts by writing.
And my macbook doesn't seem to support blogspot
too well for some random reason.

Greetings from all over the country, last week i traveled
approx. 3000 kilometres, first from south to north of
Finland and then back south and then from east to west
and back to south-east again.
Lapland is definitely one of my favorite parts of Finland,
specially in winter, the amount of snow and peace
and winter sports all rolled in to one wonderful
holiday experience which feels like dream,
not least because of lack of sleep on the road.

Random thought on communal living from this morning...
- who ever leaves the house first gets to were the
warmest winter jacket, as it is coldest early in the morning.
When living together with people you learn so much
about yourself. And i think also that true love in
living together is to let those who can't smile
in early morning hours be grumpy and those who need
their morning coffee before they can't think reasonably
...well, why don't you make the coffee for them?

They said in the radio today that core idea of christianity is
love. I disagree, i think core of christianity is Christ himself.
What is love if it's apart from God?

Always on His mind.

Suddenly... i find my self smiling more often.
I feel that there's something in the air,
something... Tide is changing.
For better or for worse, i don't really even care.
* Gazing to eternity with a smile that reaches eyes and soul...*

Give me a wise heart, i pray.

"Romeo and Out"

Accurate or not, who knows?

Sorry guys there's no translation. Might be provided later ;)
Tein yhen hassun tosi nopean testin netissä, tämmöinen oli tulos :)

Hmm... 

Nauttii aistillisuudesta , ystävällisyydestä
ja herkkyydestä, mutta säilyttää kriittisyyden ja
estää haltioitumisen ellei aitous ja lahjomattomuus ole
ehdottomasti taattu. Tästä johtuen pitää tiukasti
kontrollissa tunnesitoutumisen tietääkseen mikä hänen
asemansa on. Vaatii täyttä vilpittömyyttä suojautuakseen
 taipumuksestaan olla liian luottavainen. Kontrolloitua
ja analyyttistä myötämielisyyttä.
Tavoittelee menestystä, aktiivista ja elämyksellistä elämää.
Haluaa kehittyä vapaasti ja vapautua epävarmuuden kahleista,
voittaa ja elää kiihkeästi. Seurallinen ja innostuva.
Vastaanottavainen kaikenlaiselle  uudelle ja
mielenkiintoiselle. Monia kiinnostuksen kohteita
ja haluaa laajentaa kokemuspiiriään.
Optimistinen tulevaisuuden suhteen.

cleaning up my closet...

mMMmmm...(*while writing, i'm eating rasberries
with vanilla yoghurt and maple syrup*) I feel like
a nerd here, have two computers in front of
my nose, another one with wall size screen and
another is funky lil macbook.
Haha. And children, do not eat on your keyboard at home!

My new macbook is real prayer answer,
it is a gift which makes me feel so blessed
and wonder what would God like me
to use it for. It's incredible to suddenly
have both macbook and digital SRL camera.
Long term dream come true. - ***** - !!

On the other hand, since three weeks ago i have
been once again having mild age crisis.
(NOTE: MILD, not MIDDLE!!!, not THAT old yet!)
Whole crisis thing is quite pointless really!!!
But i had this reoccurring dream that i had
as a child dreamt of many things and none of
them had happened this far. Fealt like a failure.
Well then, i found this old box where i used to
store all kind of "important papers",
school diplomas, notes, letters etc.
From there i also found a letter which we had to
write to ourselves at school when i was
in beginning of the 7th grade. In this letter
assingment was to imagine, what we would be like
when we are 19, 30 and 45 years old.
It was quite funny to see my 13-year old self to be so
influenced by books i had been reading and by music
i had been listening. One thing i was a bit sad to
find out about: my plans hadn't included God.
I know i believed in God back then, but i probably
had never yet understood how much I personally meant
to Him and how much interest he showed (and still does)
to my every day life, dreams, hopes and plans.
It is actually quite miraculous how God did hijack
my life in last ten years. I wouldn't trade it away
now for any treasure or wealth or success and i'm looking so much
forward to next ten years and finding out
where all this is leading to...
I luv my life, i luv my God.

Circle Zion, take her measure,
count her fortress peaks,
Gaze long at her sloping bulwark,
climb her citadel heights—
Then you can tell the next generation
detail by detail the story of God,
Our God forever,
who guides us till the end of time."
ps. 48:12-14

post scriptum.
and one more thing about that letter:
All those things that i had written down
that i would be when i'm 30 i have either
done, have plenty of time to do or don't
want anymore. So much for that worry!! Haha.