In some social situations I just feel such an internal fight going on, between
being introvert and extrovert or if I feel accepted or just not.
It's almost ridiculous. I love to talk to people and then sometimes just
get overly conscious about if I'm actually listening and if I'm talking
too much or little or nonsense or whatever. Phew.
I love parties but I'm not sure if I do them too well.
It's funny coz I think that when I was younger I had such a good
confidence ...what happened?
Shouldn't be blogging anyway at this hour, it's 2.30 am.
I'm longing for life to the full today, I think I 've tasted snippets
but they just made me hungrier but I struggle with justifying things.
I'm thankful for these lovely ladies at are hosting me today,
I think their small community is a real hub and key for lot of things.
May we stay friends and love each other for ever.
Some alphabets in my mind at the moment:
I= Ibiza, Israel, Indonesia, illustrating
E= emails, England, errands, errors
H= happiness, Holland, housing, hosting
P= politics, photography, philosophy, paths
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