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This afternoon was just not enough to even start well with my two graphic design projects,
a newsletter in two languages,
as my head's full of random thoughts on creativity, poverty, purposes and dreams,
and 'he's just not that into you'.

Few of those random thoughts:
Communication improves a sense of belonging.
Create new things from nothings.

Metamorphosis and sparkling apple, £0.99.

Sometimes in the morning light things that seemed like good ideas
in late hours don't look as good or maybe mornings just require more courage.

I'm wearing a new bracelet I bought from a local Fairtrade shop
and thinking that the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just
to be content in your own skin and I think sometimes I'm
just such a work in progress. My three wishes today would
be 1) to recognise to whom to invest, 2) to have a kitchen and
a dining table to be able to host dinner parties and 3) to figure out how to sustain
lifestyle i feel called to. But everyday I think I'm learning to
be less scared by a possibility of love and a bit more happy in things I am.

To finish of, my prayer from last night:
"Make us dangerous people
your people God
who won't settle for mediocracy
but crave for your kingdom.
your kingdom come
your will be done
in Guildford
today"