I think I am just so overwhelmed by
failed plans, bureaucracy and lack of plan
at the moment that I find it hard to get up
and be excited of the coming day.
I love so many things about my life,
I have incredible family and many beautiful,
amazing, wise and supporting friends.
But they all have their own lives and adventures
and I don't think that I can expect them to take
responsibility of my own story.
I still finding it hard to remember what am I really passionate about
as circumstances and events around me seem to blur my vision and
drown the silent whisper of my dreams.
It's sometimes feels like a giant invisible spider web around me,
and all my attempts to shake it off seem to get me tangled worse.
I came up with a dream the other day, was finally able to
write something down that made sense,
I'll see maybe I'll share it later.
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Yes people do have their own lives and adventures but somehow all of our lives are intertwined, creating the tapestry- I was reminded of this when Skyped with J. - who would have imagined what happens in 2010 when we met for the first time in Finland - that he would come again and this time to impact hundreds. So don't underestimate your life and how you affect others and where some of these friendships and adventures together might lead.
God is strongly committed to His purposes in you and also in bringing you through every web, do not give up, my lovely friend, but fight against the lies!
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