torstaina, elokuuta 05, 2010

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...i feel that my life is such a waste.
where to look.
there is this eternal hope,
but how to work it out in here.
when there is failure as track record
leadership [you have failed]
relationship [you have failed]
you don't earn enough
you don't have a husband
you don't have children
you don't have a house
you don't have a job
you don't have a position
you don't even speak our language
you don't have impressive skills that we could use
you don't have vision or dreams that we would like
you don't you don't you don't

Maybe when I made the decision it was made with brain
and not with heart, heart that would've chosen shepherds
I could've chosen otherwise and now i see why
But maybe I will grow to be a better
stronger wiser
Proved myself.
Or just failed forevermore.

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