[depth sounder]

If I don't hold on to this happiness, will it slip away or would it stay
the problem is i'm not hurting anymore
such a lame problem
you have rescued me from the darkness
and I can't close myself in it 

Yet on a foreign territory, no man's land
this is where I have never been, and I confess I don't know the rules
Scenery familiar when I close my eyes and 
yet never seen when I look harder,
Threehundred-seventy-six steps I've ran 
and will be running further still
where turtles swim past the ocean so flawless
if you won't stop me, and
say you are willing to take a risk with
taming what is wild
enough to hold it close, at arm's length
Are we cautious or are we just wise
Who will ever know
But you provide a home for the restless in me
Home is wherever I am with you
But I don't want to take away 
what you have got, you are too good to be true
and you are much desired, and I don't easily share,
I unconsciously avoid saying anything that would
break what we have
I'm holding onto air
My lung's a thief
Should I know you
A stranger though you seem
You feel like home
Fade and then return
Alternate universe
And it takes me those seventeen days 
to get over 
where we have been
(where rocks and seashells belong)
forget 
and then continue
[Unless you take a stand and want, I won't be a thing.]
Waiting, without expectations,
but curios.