Pretty beings.Pt.2

If you would be an Esther approaching the King,
what would you wear? This was my choice today.

Pretty beings.

I am slightly sad that my dream dress was sold out before I was able to get it. Am I allowed to be sad for such a vain reason when there are people starving? Are we allowed to ask for provision in things like this? I wanted to get it to wear in wedding day of my good friends, and it looked like a "perfect match" for the occasion. Jesus said that we are not to worry about what to eat and what to wear, for God provides for us, He dresses up the flowers of fields and Jesus says that even King Solomon in all his glory wasn't as well dressed. Yet sometimes I struggle to trust God's fashion sense. Even though there have been times when He has totally provided. I think i'd just really like to look nice for the wedding and it's part of my mindset to respect my fellow people by trying to look pleasant. It's probably something really girly, desire to be pretty. Now I'm fallin a sleep mid-thought...continuesss..zzzzzzzzzzzZZ.

Beings.

I think in summer, my favorite time of the day is early morning, when sun is already up but when the world is just waking up, when it's not that hot yet and there is that lingering tension between sleep and business in the air.
A friend of mine tweeted today "I love my life even if it is a little hectic at the moment. The faster the pace, the bigger the buzz. " and I agree a lot with this. But it also lead me into thinking about being. I think sometimes my primary calling is to be, and to be the things I carry within my being. It's like higher quantum physics, but sometimes I just know that I am more that I am in myself, I am an image of much Greater Being, the great I AM and I carry a both, feeble and a resounding, a memory and a promise of the Kingdom come. It's like we'd all be this option, a token of something greater and still all good as we are.

“I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father's hand. I and the Father are one.”-John 10:28-30

[tuesday thoughts]

My 
Joshua,
Sancho Panza,
Little John,
Friday,
Samwise Gangee,
Jonathan,
where are you now?


Let's have a cup of tea
and ride out together
to slay the giants.


[when resign, quitter, failure walked in to my dreamland
spoke to me and tried to make me fall
I lean to you my rock
and know you are more true
way truth life]

Weird, or just different?

"It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

When the invisible story of One King,
a band of brothers, the lost boys, 
children of the revolution 
and a warrior princess unfolds it sounds 
like mud and looks like cake 
and there is nothing fake.


This is the soundtrack of my life these days, 
fairly unique remix of a song of the saints, 
hum and drum of cloud of witnesses.


"...in the silence of the night 
it was solitude 
that spoke to my skin 
and it was all monochrome before the glorious dawn..."


Nothing heals one better than good company, 
it is closeness that gives energy and restores.
Sometimes catch myself searching for a lost thought 
that slipped away 
when i got distracted by a flutter of butterfly effect


It kills my ego that you just tolerate if even so, if even so.
But hey it's okay and I better let you go.


Because if i'm betting against you i'd rather loose.


(And I think I'm in love, always and forever.)


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Grazie mille e buona notte! In my head this song sounded rather like The Mouldy Peaches.

[my blog personality]

The newest coffee break toy I found, the Typealyzer, that analyses your blog's personality. Yes, If you have a blog and I follow it, I have analysed yours :D Different people have different styles on writing and different blogs communicate different things, I love the variety. Keep those stories, thoughts, reflections, teachings, journals flowing baby yeah! Try it yourself at http://www.typealyzer.com/
This is my blog's personality, would you agree with the analysis?

INFP - The Idealists

The meaning-seeking and unconventional type. They are especially attuned to making sure their beliefs and actions are congruent. They often develop a passion for the arts or unusual forms of self-expression.

They enjoy work that are aligned to their deeply felt values and tend to strongly dislike the more practical and mundane forms of tasks. They can enjoy working alone for long periods of time and are happiest when they can immerse themselves in personally meaningful projects.