[butterflies and fairies]

just maybe this place
has broken my heart
once too many
it never looked at me
saying let's bathe together
in sunshine
cocooning in the fire
be who you are
didn't let me touch it's soul
grasp, take hold,
see in to it's words deep enough
just built empty walls
echoing promises
showing off being better
my luxury is born from shared labour
fighting together
partnership
to be reborn
every morning
i'm tempted to
fold in my wings
pack up
shake of the dust
let memories turn into ash
carry on.